Hii 🙂 hope you’re having a great weekend?! I thought I’d just do a quick ‘Sunday share’ just to explain why I’ve been awol and also because I have a good few posts coming up and just wanted to say hi 🙂
The past month has been such a wirlwind.. And my mind has been through hell to say the least, but I am back on tiptop(ish) form and I am so going to start getting my shit together!
So a few weeks ago I found out that my ‘boyfriend’ of nearly 10 years had been seeing someone behind my back, he’d lie about the hours he worked, always keep his phone hidden and on silent (whereas before he’d just leave it lying around anywhere).. So I kind of guessed something was up.. I had ‘suspicions’ about this girl already, they were texting and flirting (which is honestly all good) but then she started sending him photos.. One of which I showed him asking what was going on, for him to delete it, say I’m making it up and that I must be seeing things (I wasn’t)..
Then somehow she managed to get my phone number and was miss calling me constantly for a few days, stopped and then started again (which I don’t see no point in?!) then I found pictures of the two of them… And he couldn’t really deny them ones! So we had a terrible breakup, me getting the blame for it… And I’ve just been in a really bad place the past month or so…
I’m putting on a brave face and we’re ‘trying’ to be friends for the kids (he thinks we can give it another go, but I will definitely have some trust issues if do end up back together) I dunno, but I do feel majorly better after getting it off my chest, a small weight has been lifted 🙂
I very nearly deleted all of this, keep thinking I’m just overreacting.. But what the hell haha..
People say to be around friends while I feel like this, but all of my friends were his.. I haven’t got anyone that I can just let steam off to, so it’s been quite a struggle being on my own with just my thoughts… But blogging is my ‘good place’ I can be creative and share things and just forget about everything else for a while.. So I’m back on it 😉
If you have any advice whatsoever, let me know (I’ll be very greatfull) 🙂
Or am I just overreacting??